美人鱼的梦魇 —— 解读于洋的绘画艺术
美人鱼的梦魇 —— 解读于洋的绘画艺术
文/葛士恒
于洋,一个在喧哗的都市中寻找自我的流浪者,一个漂浮在无根世界中的灵魂救赎者,一个在秉承着“我选择我快乐”信仰的艺术青年。他以一种单纯的心态去面对这个世界,他的艺术是在以自己独特的方式和视角言说当代和当代人的心灵感受。
学生时代的于洋就开始了对生死和灵魂的关注,在的早期作品中就鲜明地体现出了这种倾向。《死亡是美丽的》这急件学生时代的作品就将他自己对死亡对灵魂的理解灌注其中。面对死亡和灵魂的拷问,人们的脸庞不再平静和美丽,人们由于自身的虚伪而变得分外惊恐,因此此刻被扭曲的不仅仅是人类表情,而是人类的虚伪。于洋的作品开始向人的本质的另一面挑战。
沿着这条路线,于洋从2000年开始以铁塔和女孩为表征符号创作自己的水墨作品《行为ELLE》。远远望去在他的作品中我们看到的是一个美丽的女孩和一座雄伟的铁塔。可是走近观看,我们惊奇地发现女孩并不是美丽的,而是变形的诡异的,铁塔不是雄伟的,而是变形缩小的。一个神情暧昧呆滞的女孩,一座缩小变形夸张的铁塔,构成了一段诡异的都市寓言。这些创作一直持续到2004年,为他以后美人鱼的变形作了一个潜在的铺垫。
最后他选择了美人鱼这个符号,然而它不是传统意义上的美人鱼,是变异的,是结合当代的情景的艺术符号。于洋用它来影射这个时代虚浮的繁华和压抑的生活。
美人鱼的梦魇又来了,它彻底迷失了当代都市人的心智,所有人像着魔似的追逐眼前的功利,为了生存违心地做自己不愿做的事。当代人在梦魇中是无助的、空虚的、痛苦的,却又舍不得梦中的海市蜃楼而不愿醒来。
对于于洋来说,他真正想表达的是当代人的真实生活和感受。他说:“美人鱼是我艺术符号的一个转型,在经历艺术追求的艰辛历程中我逐步体会到当代人一种漂浮的生存状态。美人鱼的符号正好切合这个主题,她的忧郁、她的美丽、她的孤独和她的恐惧,所有的一切都源于当代人的自我认识和解剖——当然也是我个人的自我解剖。”
美人鱼的童话是无法抹去的儿时记忆,伴随着成长的坎坷经历,这美好的想象也被残酷的现实击的粉碎。在于洋的作品人,美人鱼可能是女巫,也可能是海妖,还可能是幽灵、女鬼。它颠覆了我们的视觉和观念,在对传统解构后实现着一种新理想的建构。从《海底城堡》到《猫鱼》,我们看到的是一个个渴望救赎的灵魂。
美人鱼是美丽的,但这只是她的一面。《海底城堡》和《花球》这两幅作品中美人鱼的美丽是清晰可见的;而其它的作品如《幽灵》、《海姑娘》,不仅看不到美的身影,而且还有一种罪恶阴影的笼罩。这反映了当代艺术的多元包容和对传统的反叛矛盾的本质。美人鱼的符号所承载的不仅是当代人欢乐、美好、真实、也承载痛苦、丑恶、虚幻。只不过后一种美不是纯粹的美,而是由痛感转化为快感的美——它可能更接近事物的本质,更深刻地揭露了这个世界。
于洋倾向于描述一个海的世界,特别是像海蛰,鱼、水母,章鱼等这一类感触比较明显的动物,这一切都潜在地暗示着当代人敏感和紧张的神经。但透过于洋作品我们似乎感悟到一种更为重要的东西:对生命本质和存在意义的不懈追问。
生命远逝的孤独,童年的美好时光和想象随着岁月的流逝而渐渐远离……没有人能够追回失去的笑声与泪水,儿时的风华早已随流水已去,只剩下苍白的灵魂在无尽的海底游荡。
大海幽暗角落里的一个孤独无助的幽灵,演绎一段催人泪下的情感剧,倾唱一曲凄美动人的歌,跳一场宛转伤感的舞。一个没有目的、没有意识的幽灵,有的只是惊恐的表情……而正是这种令人痛苦和绝望的状态构建了一个本真的世界,其本身就是对存在与自我的批判与反思。我们倾听《午后花园》在讲述痛感的回忆,生命的《旋涡》在演奏生死更替的旋律。
生命的尊严在哪里?是对人性本身的信仰,还是对仪式的由衷誓言?《晚礼服》和《海新娘》的婚纱以无语的方式回答了这一切。他的作品流露出的不仅仅是我们当代人生活的真实写照,更为重要的是他在尝试揭露生活背后的人性本质和深省活着的意义与价值。
游离于生与死的边缘,漂浮于实与虚的界线,挣扎于苦与乐的内心矛盾中——于洋的作品反映了当代人矛盾的生存状态和在这种矛盾下尴尬的境地。《海底的春天》正是一个矛盾的复合体:阴暗的海底与阳光明媚的春天,生机勃勃的鲜花和苍白腐朽的躯体,美丽的装饰与丑陋的脸。于洋的作品让你内心觉得震撼,究竟是什幺拨动了你的敏感的神经?就是那种欲罢不能、欲说还休的“美人鱼的梦魇”。
The Mermaid’s Nightmare
-Understanding Yang Yu’s Painting Art
Author: Shiheng Ge
Yang Yu, a vagabond in the roaring city who was trying to find himself, was also a soul saver floating in the rootless world. As a young man devoted in art, he holds the belief of “I am happy about what I choose” and faces the world with a pure mind. His art describes the inner feelings of the contemporary world and the people in his specific way and perspective.
Yang Yu had paid attention to death and soul ever since he was a student. This tendency was vividly shown in the early works. His understanding about death and soul was explained in Death is Beautiful created when he was a student. Facing the torment of death and soul, people do not appear calm and beautiful any more. They become extremely panic because they are hypocritical. At this time, it is the hypocrisy of these people that was twisted rather than the facial expressions. Yang Yu started to challenge the other side of human’s nature.
Following this road, Yang Yu started creating the ink-wash drawings Behavior ELLE in 2000 using iron tower and girl as the characteristic symbols. We could see a beautiful girl and a grand iron tower from far away but when we got near the painting, we see that the girl was twisted and strange rather than beautiful. The iron tower was smaller too. A girl with ambiguous and dull expressions and an exaggerated small iron tower which was out of shape make up a strange fable of the city. These works lasted until 2004 and were potential foreshadowing for the creation of Mermaid Series.
At last, he chose mermaid as symbol. But it was not the mermaid in traditional meaning. It was the mermaid in variation combined with contemporary scenes to be the art symbol. Yang Yu used it to reflect the impractical prosperity and repressive life at the time.
The nightmare of the mermaid had come again. People in the city got completely lost and purchased shortsighted utilities. They do things against their conscience just for a living. Contemporary people were helpless, empty and painful in the nightmare but they did not want to wake up from the mirage in it.
For Yang Yu, what he truly wants to express is the real life and feelings of contemporary people. He said: Mermaid is a transformation for the art symbol. I feel the floating living conditions of the contemporary people through the hard process of the pursuing of art. The symbol of mermaid exactly matched the theme. Her melancholy, her beauty, her loneliness and her fear, all these things came from the self understanding and analysis of contemporary people and of course, it was also my self analysis.”
The fairy tale of the mermaid was an inerasable childhood memory. But the beautiful imagination was smashed by the cruel reality on the road of growing up which was full of frustrations. In Yang Yu’s works, human or mermaid might be the witch, the sea sprite or the ghost. It overthrew our visions and concepts and established a new ideal after the deconstruction of traditions. From
Beauty is only one side of the mermaid. From
Yang Yu tends to describe a sea world, especially the animals with a sharp sense of touch such as jellyfish, fish and octopus. All of this potentially indicated the sensitive and stressful nerve of contemporary people. Through Yang Yu’s works, we seem to feel something more important: the unremitting exploration on the nature of life and meaning of existence.
The loneliness caused by other people passing away as well as the happy time of childhood along with the imaginations was getting far as time flows. No one can get back the already lost laughters and tears. Childhood will no longer be back. Only the pale soul was left wandering in the endless submarine sea.
There was a helpless ghost in the dark corner of the sea acting in a moving drama, the ghost sang a sad song and danced sentimentally. It had no intention or consciousness, all it had was a panic expression. And it was exactly the pain and desperate status that established the true world. It had criticism and introspection in itself. We listen to
Where does dignity lie in life? Is it the belief in humanity itself or the faithful oath to the ceremony? The bridal veil of the Evening Dress and Sea Bride answered all the questions in silence. What his works reveals is not only the true descriptions of the life of contemporary people but more importantly, he is trying to reveal the nature of humanity and think deeply about the meaning and value of living beyond life.
Wandering along the edge of life and death, floating on the boundary of real and unreal, struggling between the inner contradictions of sufferings and happiness, Yang Yu’s works reflect the contradictory living status of contemporary people and the embarrassment under such contradictions. Spring Under Sea is a complex of the contradictions: Dark sea bed with bright spring, lively flowers with pale and rotten body, beautiful decorations with ugly face. The works of Yang Yu shocked your inner heart, what is it that gets to your acute nerve? It’s the subtle The Mermaid’s Nightmare which cannot be refrained from continuing.